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Sept 16, 08. Dear Philip Well my dear, I was extremely surprised to get a telephone # and a money order receipt at the same time. Can I be honest with you? when I saw it, I went to my room, got on my knees and prayed to God, because I was so grateful that you still love me in spite of all the things I've done, or have failed to do. My friend in here said to me, that just because he sent you £20.00 doesn't mean he loves you. I told her "Yes it does." I am thankful for all the years that I have spent in your life, and when I wasn't, I'm thankful for the memories that sustained me. I don't deserve you, (your friendship) because you've given so much more than I have given to you. I think its only the grace of God (and your patience) that you even feel any emotion toward me today. It's not the money I'm after. Fuck your money. I want you to spend the rest of your life loving me. Ill take it any form that it comes. Friendship, whatever. You mean so much more to me than I was ever able to express. I used to be important to you. I know that you've moved on, and I fully
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Sept 16, 08. Dear Philip Well my dear, I was extremely surprised to get a telephone # and a money order receipt at the same time. Can I be honest with you? When I saw it, I went to my room, got on my knees and prayed to God, because I was so grateful that you still love me in spite of all the things I've done, or have failed to do. My friend in here said to me, that just because he sent you £20.00 doesn't mean he loves you. I told her "Yes it does." I am thankful for all the years that I have spent in your life, and when I wasn't, I'm thankful for the memories that sustained me. I don't deserve you, (your friendship) because you've given so much more than I have given to you. I think its only the grace of God (and your patience) that you even feel any emotion toward me today. It's not the money I'm after. Fuck your money. I want you to spend the rest of your life loving me. I'll take it any form that it comes. Friendship, whatever. You mean so much more to me than I was ever able to express. I used to be important to you. I know that you've moved on, and I fully
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2 accept this. However I think you a keeper. What I mean is I want to change my behavior and my thinking so that I can be in your life on some level. You are the most beautiful man I've ever known. Do you care about me really? Or is it all gone? Either way I totally understand. When I get out this time, I'm going to show you the real me. Right now I'm in a drug program here at CTF. Its hard 5 days a week, from 7AM to 6pm we group all day. We have people come in everyday and teach us different aspects of ourselves and our addictions. Its awesome, and I've learned a great deal. Please come see me. I need your support (emotional). Not every Monday but at least once a month. Thank you for all you have done for me. I truly love you. You have protected and nurtured me when I couldn't protect and love myself. Please be safe and trust me. I don't care to take you through anymore changes than you already been through. But you are my dearest friend. Please know this!
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2 accept this. However I think you a keeper. What I mean is I want to change my behavior and my thinking so that I can be in your life on some level. You are the most beautiful man I've ever known. Do you care about me really? Or is it all gone? Either way I totally understand. When I get out this time, I'm going to show you the real me. Right now I'm in a drug program here at CTF. Its hard 5 days a week, from 7AM to 6pm we group all day. We have people come in everyday and teach us different aspects of ourselves and our addictions. Its awesome, and I've learned a great deal. Please come see me. I need your support (emotional). Not every Monday but at least once a month. Thank you for all you have done for me. I truly love you. You have protected and nurtured me when I couldn't protect and love myself. Please be safe and trust me. I don't care to take you through anymore changes than you already been through. But you are my dearest friend. Please know this!
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3 Allow me the privilege of being a part of your life. I need your friendship. I want to earn your respect. I know I didnt this time. But I bet I do now. I'm changing day by day. Little by little. I know where I went wrong. I was lazy! Please forgive my selfishness I miss you, and again I'd love to see you Call on (Fri) only schedule appt for Mon's 548-9488 Thanks again for the cheese (the $) Oh! Happy Belated B-Day to you too! AND Where's my freakin letter!
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3 Allow me the privilege of being a part of your life. I need your friendship. I want to earn your respect. I know I didn’t this time. But I bet I do now. I’m changing day by day. Little by little. I know where I went wrong. I was lazy! Please forgive my selfishness I miss you, and again I’d love to see you Call on (Fri) only schedule appt for Mon’s 548-9488 Thanks again for the cheese (the $) Oh! Happy Belated B-Day to you too! AND Where’s my freakin letter!